He is saddened by the silence in the room. The echoes of his own voice blare around the room. He is silent. He is still. He is thinking. Endless thoughts of the flaws that his life has long surpassed. He remembers the jilting, the inglorious friends, the adventures and the love life that he always scored below the 20% mark.
“All this is history,” he says to himself
The silence gets louder and louder but yet he see’s people around him, he is embedded in his thought.s Only if she could eavesdrop, then she would know what he is thinking. She doesn’t know she is the cause of his thinking. She smiles and continues to find joy in her life.
The skyline is lit with stars. There are less than those he saw when it was full moon. The day he made the wish to moon. The day he smiled alone, staring at the skies.
He moves out of the room. Into the isolation of the hopeless and darkness of the nightlife. He walks in the alley of dry leaves and a well paved walkway. Facing the skies, the bats and owls rule the night life. He is focused on the Sky. 1,2,3,4,5…….. he counts the stars. Even the shooting star is absent on the night. The night is silent. When he stops thinking, all he can hear are the leaves tapping the paved walk way as the chilling wind rules the atmosphere.
The streets are deserted but one place seems to be open. “The Broken Arrow” The bar with its rugged signpost that only reads as “Broke W” is his destination.
The bar is not empty, because its full. No music plays in this bar. He enters and is welcomed by the sound of Cue balls at the pool table and Glasses of beer banging the table or kissing the lips of the people drinking. He doesn’t care who is in the bar. He sits, head faced to the rugged looking waitress with an Irish accent.
Its a beer bar so he has no options. First one is a gulp, 15seconds. Second one is another 20seconds. The third one is 40seconds and the other three he takes are 45minutes each.
He is still thinking. Thinking about the flower that never was, the flower he couldn’t sustain, the flower that can’t survive autumn. His flower withered as he watched it. He may never get it back. Its gone.
Butterflies and Hurricanes – Muse
Addicted – Ryan Leslie feat Cassie